The Blues ~~~

Depression is
feeling too weak …

Depression is
believing so lonely …

Depression is
knowing nothing on what’s going on …

Depression is
knowing my best is not good enough

Depression is
being aware of my days are gone …

Depression is
understanding my effort is nothing matter anymore ...

Depression is
just looking forward to the completion but it's termination …destruction

“everything is ok... going to be fine” whisper myself … .............
whispering ... ... . fooling ... Who am I fooling ??? ........ .............
Losing …I'm losing; I'm losing the fight, the battle with myself
… hurting!!!